Wednesday, February 9
cny - Wednesday, February 09, 2005
-mood: alritez ...
-song stuck in my head: because of u - kelly clarkson
-amount of hw: piling like nutz.
-upcoming tests: bio n chinese?..
-the person i'm tinking of: wensheng n taufik batisah!.. haha.. i juz betrayed sly! hoho..
-quote of the dae: can't tink of any really..
-events to look forward to: gg out w my fwens..
suppose 2 b at my grandma's hse ritez now.. but i came hm 2 do my hw .. so i'm typing as fasta s possible while eating my lunch?.. aniwaez.. i opened up e hongbao tat was given fm my grandma.. $2oo.. i found it quite wierd since my mom side not tt rich la.. after tat my sis called me n informed me tat my grandma was only suppose 2 give $50.. i tink my grandma blur lorz.. she muz have mistook e 50 bills as 10 bills.. which leads me 2 tink tat there's a possibility tat she gave 200 to everyone .. even e one's tat we were not even close 2.. n at least 7 kids came by 2dae.. so if u do e math.. tat's a lot of money gone.. so yah ..
.. i can imagine e amt of 'heart pain ' my grandma's feeling now.. esp since my uncle's retrenched n she's been trying her best 2 make ends meet... i guess cos i love my grandma a lot i can really feel her pain as well.. i juz hope some of them who received e 200 would give it back(although this might be kinda unreasonable sounding).. cos they all know abt my grandma's state.. but i seriously doubt any of them will.. sighs.. i guess this misfortune tat occured 2dae is juz trying 2 tell us tat my grandma doesn't haf much tym left and tat all of us should juz cherish her as much as we can b4 it's really too late..
aniwaez.. chinese new year is real bz 4 me.. gotta hang out my fwens on sat.. but now i'm juz trying 2 schedule everyting cos i haf a family dinner on tat dae.. while i'm suppose 2 be eating seoul garden as wells.. grr.. n then on sunday i'm suppose 2 go marina bay 2 eat steamboat.. aiyah.. i'm screwed ...
went 2 watch constantine w wensheng yesterdae .. wells.. i can tell e show's real gd.. why i used e phrase 'i can tell'? .. cos wensheng was so damn bored suring e whole show n kept talking 2 me.. i kept shutting him up but wells.. as u can tell.. tat didn't work.. now i plan 2 watch e durn show again.. studpid stupid stupid..
i juz realised tat laura aka lola reads my blog!.. hoho.. =)..
chinese new year in skool could haf been beta if the kid i was looking after , winston( chose e name cos i thought e boy would turn out 2 be cute), turned up.. wells.. he didn't come so i spent 45 min munching on hotdogs!.. haha..
i'll juz round this off by saying a very happie new year 2 everyone..
i dunno y this happened.
i dunno y this would happen to you.
i dunno y u still haf 2 worry abt such tings at ur age.
i wished it didn't haf 2 happen.
i wished it didn't happen to you.
i wished u didn't haf 2 go thru so much,
even up to now.
i know u've been trying ur best 2 make ends meet.
i know u've been trying ur hardest.
i know u muz feel e pain knowing all ur efforts have been a waste.
i feel ur pain.
i know u'll cry tonight.
n i feel helpless not being able to do anyting abt it.